The Unreasonable Silence

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Favourite Drummers

My Favourite Drummers.

It appears you guys love lists, so following the big response to my list of favourite vocalists, I’m turning my attention next to the world of drummers.

Some of you will know I can play the drums myself to a very basic level, and played on the first Cosmograf album End of Ecclesia, although it was very apparent that if I was ever to progress further in the world of prog I’d need a real drummer to take the music to the next level. I did make a brief return as the drummer on ‘Aspire Achieve’ on ‘The Man Left In Space’, but nothing since. I’ve remained an avid student and admirer of the great players though. This list represents those drummers that have moved me the most, and not really a list of who I think is the greatest on the kit. I value groove and feel way above technical showmanship and there are many incredible players that just won’t appear here. As with all the lists, it’s a very subjective view..Feel free to post your own choices but as previously, my views are not facts and are my own, so not wrong..

Ian Paice – The one and only consistent member of Deep Purple since the band’s inception in 1968. Like many players of the era, Paicey brought the swing of Jazz into Rock music and you will see that’s a persistent theme in my choices here. He is for me the flat out best rudiments player of anyone here. It’s all about the snare with him. Every song combining singles, doubles, paradiddles. When he plays it looks like he’s casting spells rather than hitting the skins such is the magic he conjures at the kit. Take a look at this video on Youtube where he performs a breathtaking snare focussed solo as well as a demo of his signature single handed drum roll. New drummers could do far worse to forget about the rest of the kit and just learn what he does with the snare. It will take you about 50 years to get close to his talent.

John Bonham – Conversely to Paicey, Bonzo is the king of the kick drum pedal. Things just sound more exciting when you put 3 beats over a bar of 4 and Bonham was the king of triplet feel. What he lacked in versatility he more than made up for in the most bodacious kick drum technique coupled with scary loud snare hits. It was of course the foundation of the Led Zep sound locked solid with the bass of John Paul Jones. The thundering drum track of Kashmir is a case in point but he could also knock out some very feelsome ‘Purdie’ shuffles such as on ‘The Fool In the Rain’.

Gavin Harrison – I only really became aware of Gavin’s ability from first hearing Fear of a Blank Planet and the the opening salvo of Anaethetise in particular had me hooked. The way the drum part progresses is a work of genius changing dynamic from intrigue to raw power and back. Gavin is a master of preserving time through a fill which so many drummers fail at, as well as ignoring all the obvious stereotypical drum fills. Check out his wonderful explanation of the ‘Bonnie the Cat’ groove in particular, watch the ghost notes on the snare. Incredibly it’s in 4/4 which is the most prog thing ever…A total troll on the myth of common time being boring. This is the work of a master craftsman who thinks intently about his role in the band.

Stewart Copeland – I loved the way he regularly put 4 on the floor or put the kick on beat 2 and 3 instead of 1. Techniques more akin to Reggae which was such a big part of The Police sound. Listen to ‘Can’t Stand Losing You’ for some of the most creative, individual drumming you will ever hear on a record. He also had some of the best sounding kits of all time.

Phil Collins – By far, the best singing drummer that’s ever been. But his stratospheric success as the Genesis front man and even more so in his solo career sometimes overshadows the fact that he was also one of the best drummers in the world too. Let’s not forget he wrote the most famous drum break of all time.. For the more muso side of his playing try ‘And So to F’ Brand X from 1978 where he was probably at the height of his powers as a drummer. Despite his amazing prowess he had a terrible posture at the kit. A rounded spine, neck constantly in hyperextension and sitting probably too low would have likely contributed significantly to the spinal and nerve damage that ultimately forced him to stop drumming.

Nick D’Virgilio – I’ve been blessed to work and tour with Nick and he’s one of very best musicians I’ve ever worked with, as well as being a lovely guy. He played on 3 albums for Cosmograf and had a ridiculous ability to learn a song within a few minutes of listening to it. On the first take he’d felt his way around it and by the second he was already pushing it in different directions, fleshing out grooves. The magic happened on the third take. For ‘The Unreasonable Silence’ he smashed out the entire album in around 5 hours…such was his work rate. He plays very much in the Collins style, groove and feel and a rare talent for making odd time sound completely natural as if it’s common time. There’s a distinct ‘snap’ to his snare hits that other drummers don’t seem to get even using the same snare. Conversely to Collins, NDV also has the best posture I’ve ever seen in a drummer. He sits as if suspended by strings, like a Marionette doll, symmetrically aligned, head central above a straight back, and of course we’ve all seen the trademark ‘De Niro’ face he pulls when getting on a groove.

Larnell Lewis – I came to Larnell via Snarky Puppy. He’s another drummer that has an insane ability to learn parts by ear even without a set of drums. He reportedly learned the parts for Snarky Puppy’s album We Like It Here during a plane journey to a gig in Europe. He was a last-minute replacement and had about 7.5 hours to learn the music by ear before the session. He has a deep musicality and has demonstrated insane chops playing everything from Jazz to a famously epic cover of ‘Enter Sandman’ on Drumeo. Check out this very unusual drum solo where the keyboard player is the one keeping time and he swings the timing so hard it goes way out and back in. He literally plays around him.

Neil Peart – It took me a long time to appreciate the true skill of ‘The Professor’ and my early naive impressions of him were that he was maybe too metronomic and lacking feel. Some of that I think was about how effortlessly he despatched the more complicated parts in Rush’s canon. He was heavily influenced by Buddy Rich and this wonderful video of him playing ‘Cotton Tail’ demonstrates he’s probably the only drummer that could be considered equal to that particular legend. . I love Neil though for always giving me the biggest urge to ‘air drum’ every time I hear it. Tom Sawyer was my favourite song to drum along to when I was learning… but of course I couldn’t get anywhere close to it. He had an almost comedic simian posture at the kit which implied he was going to hit hard…His music certainly did.

The discussion of Neil Peart brings me neatly on to a more thorny issue. You will have probably noticed that there isn’t a single woman on this list. Please understand that this isn’t some level of misogyny on my part. The music I listened to as a teenager, just didn’t have many female drummers…It’s getting better. The barriers are starting to break down and we are seeing a new generation of uber-talented females going head to head with male counterparts across all instruments. But gender means nothing in music, it’s about ability. I’ve seen ridiculous notions in the last few weeks since the Rush tour announcement, about lack of stamina, hand speed, wrist action and whatever else grotesque sexist bollocks that insecure male egos displaying small dick energy want to comment about the recent appoint appointment of Anika Nilles. She’s not in this list because I’d never heard of her before the Rush furore. That’s a combination of my ignorance and the still sexist world of rock music keeping her talent out of the limelight. From what I’ve seen she will more than do it justice..

Taylor Hawkins – The Foos already had a legendary drummer in the band, so to say this was a tough gig was a bit of an understatement. I just love the way he played, delivering straight head rock songs with real verve and swagger. He cited his single biggest influence as Roger Taylor but he played quite a bit differently. His performance on ‘All My Life’ was typical of his explosive power. I remember being absolutely gutted when he died.

Bill Ward – Bill put the swing into Sabbath. The founders of Heavy Metal really had a Jazz drummer on the throne. Check out the swung shuffle feel on ‘A National Acrobat’. It works so well and is one of those great examples where a seemingly contradictory ingredient brings out magic in the finished result.

Vinny Appice – Following the Sabbath theme I really couldn’t leave out Vinyl purely for his stellar contribution to my favourite metal band. He was such a perfect fit for Dio-era Sabbath and made the band even heavier. Mob Rules is one of my favourite albums of all time. He has this wonderful fill he repeatedly uses throughout the album, snare, tom and ending on the kick which is the perfect foil for Iommi’s planet crushing power chords.

Bill Bruford – Simply a legend in progressive rock drumming. Bill has that thing where you are sure he has separate brains in each limb.. A master of polyrhythmia decades before that was even a thing.

Ginger Baker – Always loved his upside down drumming style with Cream, putting the snare on the 1 instead of a 2 and giving the groove far more interest. His use of West african inspired beats were legendary and was an intoxicating mix with his early jazz influences. I think he was an incredible drummer but an absolutely appalling human being. The documentary ‘Beware of Mr Baker’ gives you an insight into how un-glamorous the life of a violent and cantankerous rock star could be. He dreadfully abused his own son and it’s not hard to see that his own childhood was unbelievably miserable too. Despite all this he remains one of the most cited influences to other drummers.

Chad Smith – One of the funkiest drummers in rock. I love the way he plays, so much feel and and in the pocket groove. He hits really hard too.

Dave Grohl – He’s in elevated company here to be honest but he has an incredible heritage with Nirvana and QOTSA, and some of the most recognisable drum parts ever. I love his playing and his infectious personality and enthusiasm for rock music. He was also outstanding with the super group Them Crooked Vultures which showcased his more esoteric abilities much more. I think he will be one of the few Gen X rock stars to be considered a legend.

Lastly but not leastly,

I’d like to mention Cosmograf’s own drummer,

Kyle Fenton – Kyle has been Cosmograf’s drummer now for 5 albums since The Hay Man Dreams in 2017. He’s influenced by Gavin Harrison, NDV and Craig Blundell but has a style of his own. He just gets better and better each time and his work on ‘The Orphan Epoch’ had some real stand out moments. Check out the intro ‘Purdie Shuffle’ on ‘Division Warning’ and the Crimson-esque breakdown on ‘We Are The Young’. One day he’ll get the call from a huge band…he deserves it.

Some final mentions:

Matt Helders (Arctic Monkeys, great young player with boundless energy), Nic Collins (Just a frightening talent in his own right), Ronnie Vanucci Jr (The Killers. Constantly entertaining and a unique style). Vinnie Colaiuta (Just brilliant through Sting’s work). Brad Wilk (Audiosalve, RATM. Love his straight ahead rock style), Nick Mason (OK, no virtuoso, but has to be here just for being the sound of Floyd. How could I not?), Roger Taylor (Queen – Same reason as Nick.) Steve Gadd……

As with all these lists I could go on for hours and 10mins after posting this I will have doubtless thought of someone else I’ve missed. I should also state there are some famous names I’ve left out, a few I think are overrated or it’s just their work hasn’t connected with me. Feel free to share your own suggestions.

Photo: Robin Armstrong taken of Kyle Fenton’s recording kit for ‘The Orphan Epoch’. Taken at Aubitt Studios Southampton.

Robin Armstrong in his studio

My Favourite Vocalists

A recent review of my new album was rather complimentary about my own vocal abilities which was reassuring given some of the terrible comments I’ve received in the past, some even implying I probably shouldn’t be allowed anywhere near a microphone.

Nearly, all of my favourite vocalists wouldn’t have got through the first round of a current TV talent show, but they know how to tell the story or convey emotion with their voices. That’s what interests me about singing.

I thought it would be fun to list some of the artists I’ve always admired and who inspired me, many of which were also pilloried at times for their own vocal abilities.

In no particular order or rank:

Roger Waters – Known of course for his acerbic narrative and grandiose conceptual story telling, he remains one of my biggest inspirations. He also had a reputation for not being able to sing, but no one does the angry man shouting at the world like Roger. He’s a controversial figure now of course, but I can’t help finding a deep resonance in almost every song he’s written. Listen to ‘The Last Refugee’ on ‘Is This the Life We Really Want’. It’s his Johnny Cash ‘Hurt’ moment. The kind of delivery only a man with a lifetime of trauma and regret behind him can deliver.

Thom Yorke – The aforementioned Waters rather disparagingly described him as a ‘timid little man’ but that seems to me to be a diss more related to his opposing political viewpoint. Yorke’s vocals defined the late 90s/early 2000s for me. His epic melancholic delivery on ‘The Bends’ had me hooked for life. His lyrics are so unbelievably depressing but simultaneously beautiful , and his vocal delivery at times can make you feel like every emotion you’ve ever felt is being dragged out of you all at the same time. Few vocalists ever will reach that level of penetration to people’s deepest fears and darkest thoughts. One of the few Gen X vocalists that will achieve legendary status.

Chris Martin – Coldplay is like kryptonite for prog fans but I was young and in love during the era of Parachutes and the next couple of albums, and it was the soundtrack of my life for a while. His singing is often wayward and pitchy but his transition from chest to head voice coupled with that open tuned acoustic never fails to give me goosebumps. Listen to the concluding falsetto refrain of ‘Square One’, absolutely heart rending beauty. Chris Martin was my singular inspiration for my vocal performance in ‘You Didn’t See The Thief’ on The Orphan Epoch.

Glenn Hughes – He was regularly touted as The Voice of Rock but to me Glenn Hughes voice had it’s origins more in 70s soul. Technically, for me the best singer in my list. His work on ‘Come Taste The Band’ is always a standout for me, particularly his performance on ‘This Time Around’ but his voice even today still shows the raw power that he’s famous for.

Kate Bush – There’s no way a young Kate would get anywhere in a TV talent show today but that says everything about the cookie cutter expectation we have for young female artists now. Her voice is unique, often made fun of, being particularly English but anything but reserved, instead more performative and theatrical. The concepts were so much deeper and more interesting than singing about your sex life which seems to be de rigueur again for any young aspiring female artist.

David Bowie – It’s been said my own vocal style is channelling Bowie or maybe an amalgam of Bowie and Waters with added Yorke. Whatever you think, I certainly don’t have his incredible charisma and stage presence. I love singers that mix their own spoken accent into the sung performance and he’s one of the greatest exponents of that.

Freddie Mercury – Queen were omnipresent in my childhood and it felt like all the lights of rock had gone out when Freddie died. Even now I can’t get through the footage of his vocal warm up with the crowd at Live Aid without welling up… or indeed the epic ‘Who Wants To Live Forever’ which was once the closing theme of one of my daughter’s dance school ballet performances. It caused some embarrassment when Dad’s eyes started leaking mid performance. The phrase force of nature doesn’t cover it, Freddie was sent for us from another universe.

Ronnie James Dio – I could never reconcile the power of Ronnie’s voice with his diminutive stature. He was like a heavy metal Yoda. ‘Voodoo’ lives rent free in my head for eternity for a lot of reasons but the vocal is a masterclass in bringing the heavy into metal.. I believe Ronnie wasn’t that comfortable with the ‘devil worshipping’ lyrics but he certainly gave it his all. ‘Sign of the Southern Cross’ is his seminal work in my view and also has the best heavy metal riff of all time…

Paul McCartney – It would be a crime not to have him in the list. One of the most versatile singers ever, over decades of releases, almost spanning the history of recorded music. His voice is sadly fading now, but I have a deep love and respect for him, like a musical dad. It warms my heart that my lad age 20 is an even bigger Macca fan than me.

Karen Carpenter – One of those singers of that take you right back to your childhood. She had a unique vocal control that didn’t rely on vibrato or melismatic delivery, instead concentrating on rock solid pitch control and beautiful vowel expression. She was a master technician and just as incredible as a drummer.

Phil Collins – Another incredible singing drummer…Dave Grohl should be on that list too. Controversially with prog fans, I prefer Collins era Genesis by some margin…Their slow evolution into a rock band with commercial hits allowed him to find his wings vocally. The vocal on ‘Mama’ get me every time. ‘Snowbound’ on And Then There Were Three also evokes all sort of memories for me and the delivery of the lyric ‘They say a snow year’s a good year, Filled with the love of all who lie so deep’, hits hard…

Peter Gabriel – Again controversially, I think his best work was post Genesis where I found his vocals often too whimsical both in delivery and lyrics for my tastes. His solo work allowed him to explore much more freedom, experimentation and ultimately more self expression. He’s in the list not so much for the lyrics but for the wonderful sonorous tone his voice has, which often sounded like he had 3 larynxes singing in unison. I’m a sucker for the big 80s hits and ‘Red Rain’ and ‘Sledgehammer’ do it for me.

Ian Gillan – His screaming delivery on most of Deep Purple’s ‘In Rock’ captivated me when I was 15. ‘Perfect Strangers’ is a masterclass of his vocal ability. I found some of his lyrics a bit facile and shallow, but he could be here just for ‘Child In Time’ of which I don’t know any other singer that could get anywhere close…

Jon Anderson – I think Yes was the first proper prog band I truly connected with. The way in was John. His voice was so clear and distinct above all the other musical mayhem going in the band and that caught my attention. The fact that the lyrics spoke of strange spiritual things I didn’t really understand didn’t matter. In fact I later pondered that my favourite prog rock song of all time, Awaken, could in fact all have been a collection of hippy dippy abstract words. It doesn’t matter…

The list is getting too long and so many I’ve probably missed but some of the other greats I must at least mention.

Mikael Akerfeldt (who’s vocal talent is out-shadowed by the whole growling thing. Listen to ‘Burden’), Steven Wilson (for doing incredibly brilliant things with a fairly average voice), Alison Goldfrappe (Queen of synth pop), David Coverdale (early days), Dave Grohl (one of the best screamers in Rock), Brett Anderson, David Longdon (who had much of the 3 larynx ability of Gabriel and will doubtless remain the best singer I’ve ever worked with), Billie Eilish, John Wetton, Stevie Wonder, George Michael and many, many more…

You aren’t here to grind away until you die…Ade Edmonson’s excellent advice.

I saw this earlier and it really resonated. Alongside a spiralling cost of living, I’ve seen a pernicious uptake on social media , of a kind of ‘workhouse virtue signalling’, reminiscent of a Victorian era. When times get hard, the poor are gaslighted in working even harder, not even by the rich, but often by those struggling themselves. In 2025 Britain, the demographic of ‘the poor’ has now significantly widened to include the working and middle classes. You now need two significant incomes to buy a house, pay a mortgage and cover the basics, where as just 30 years ago, a single average income was enough, to buy a house, pay the bills, bring up kids and still have money leftover to do the fun stuff.

‘But I have a dream to retire early from the 9-5 grind and do something more fulfilling!’… ‘Sorry, old chum, the rich need more investment properties and I need my 2 weeks in Greece next year…keep rowing!!’

I’ve seen this coming for a long time and I took evasive action. I simply wasn’t prepared to spend a lifetime toiling at something I didn’t believe in, just to fulfil someone else’s warped sense of success. 16 years ago I bailed out…I left the rat race, put everything I’d made into paying off the mortgage and made a steadfast resolution that from now I’d only work at something that personally fulfilled me. Like Ade outlined, I’d realised that people should be working less, not more and having more diverse and fulfilled lives. What progress have we made as a species if we now work harder at things we don’t want to do?

The road wasn’t always easy and I’ve had to give up on the dream on some occasions having been overwhelmed by cost of living pressures, but I’m still here 16 years later… With a few exceptions I largely kept to my promise… There is simply more to life than living someone else’s dream..As Ade says, don’t grind away until you die, cultivate your own dream, make it happen.

The Orphan Epoch

Why we might now need to disconnect…

There’s a funny video circulating around the internet of the Trump/ Zelenskyy meeting in the Whitehouse except it has been manipulated with AI and Zelenskyy punches Trump in the face. We laugh, of course. It relieves the tension from what was the second most disturbing news footage I’ve seen this year so far. The most disturbing one was the footage of Musk hanging around the oval office directing the media, with his kid on his shoulders like he was waiting in line for a ride at Disney. If there was ever a more chilling image sent to the world, this is it. America can be bought. Musk was parading around like a tourist who’d bought the most expensive VIP ticket ever. He literally bought the presidency. America sold out, Tesla’s stock price doubled over night…and he now has your tax dollars.

If there was a blueprint for taking over the world, it would start with controlling the media. You use it to convince the world that the existing world order is corrupt and evil and then you insert a new power to control the population.. and erase those that don’t comply. We’ve been here before, Germany in 1933. The next stage of the game is to ban protest..

But it gets worse. By the end of the decade AI will be so sophisticated that you won’t be able to tell anymore what is real and what isn’t. The funny ‘Zelenskyy punch’ video won’t be funny any more because it no longer provides an alternative humourous version of something we know DID happen. At this point we stop laughing because we think it’s real. It will be possible to manufacture any situation to be 100% convincing. The only evidence we will then have to go on is trusting the source… either enough first hand account or enough faith in whatever media outlet is broadcasting the information to believe it’s true.

There is little faith already in either, and we are also seeing an increased resistance from many people to accept established facts preferring to rely on their own belief systems.

So, what to do?… Plenty are fighting online and we’ve seen Tesla’s stock price fall like a stone since its massive hike, due to falling sales, a protest toward its sociopathic founder. I think it’s important that people write and share their views, as I am doing here. But maybe an equally valid response is to do nothing…Intransigence might just get us out of this mess, ignoring it all might do too. As a prisoner to the regime, your only weapon is old fashioned resistance and the fact they can’t take your mind.

‘The Orphan Epoch’ was an album title that was rattling around my brain for some time way before these current events. I pictured my own adult children bewildered by the media and I came up with this idea of a disaffected youth in stereotypical raised hoodie, an indifferent expression and hidden eyes, walking through a vapid landscape. They had chosen, to walk alone, to refuse to accept binary choice, to ignore the narrative and define their own reality.

AI and the brain

Why AI isn’t going to replace creatives.

I’m definitely feeling a current mood amongst creatives that AI isn’t really adding anything to the mix. At the moment, the technology seems to be like a small baby taking its first clumsy steps. We are amused for 10 seconds at the novelty of the most powerful learning machine in the world, but can’t help worrying about the potential of what that new entity will become. I guess the question for all of us, is where will we sit in a world where we will be able to summon the output of all the world’s most talented artists at the click of a mouse or voice instruction? I think history may show us the way.

Technology is there to make difficult tasks easier. We were promised that AI would do the difficult, tedious, labour intensive, jobs that sap our time and energy. But instead we are the ones stuck doing the chores and AI is doing the fun stuff. This can’t be sustainable. History would suggest that when a technology alters our lives so completely for the better, it enjoys almost complete adoption, but the past will stubbornly remain if we feel we will lose something.

AI is making some of our lives better but at the moment, also worse. This will lead it to a situation where many of us will utterly reject it in all its forms. Art is about the struggle, our interaction with basic materials, paint, canvas, sound, musical instruments.. It teaches us to enjoy the process, not be fixated by the output. That’s something that just occurs when the artistic endeavour ends.

There are some of us that persist in using older technologies because we don’t believe the replacement is a worthy successor. Classic cars, vinyl, CDs, mechanical watches, guitars. The craft, the materials, the form are revered and hence preserved over and above the newer supposedly better replacements.

Scientists, engineers and philosophers have already predicted that AI will become so powerful that everything we know will eventually be controlled by a super being entity. At some point they will transgress being simply software and hardware and being organic synthetics, and then into elemental all knowing forces free from the constraints of bodily form. We need to hope they are benevolent.

However to make that transition they need our input, to feed from our knowledge, to understand the values we hold dear.

As long as there are still enough of us that value art and the process of making it, things might be OK.

AI and the brain

(Image: Leonardo AI created with the prompt, “A brain generating thoughts about the future.”)

Neuroplasticity for Musicians

I want to talk to you about Neuroplasticity. It’s the phenomena of the brain’s ability to rewire itself in response to repetitive stimuli. We are maybe more familiar with talking about our subconscious, the part of our brain that has been ‘programmed’ and acts immediately without thought, well neuroplasticity describes the brain’s incredible ability to rewire itself in response to repetitive training. This is really important for musicians. Imagine trying to play a guitar if you had no memory of the song but also had to consciously think about where to put your fingers on the fretboard. There certainly wouldn’t be much chance of playing anything more complicated than a few notes per bar. I’ve been playing guitar now for nearly 40 years but I can still vividly remember the cognitive effort of trying to work out which fingers go where. If you want to re-live that experience, try playing a guitar the opposite way. I used to wonder why as a right handed player why my right hand was so utterly useless trying to fret anything on a left handed guitar but yet as a keyboard player my right hand is 20x faster more dexterous than my left. There’s no physical difference in the flexibility or muscles, it’s just down neuroplasticity, how the brain is wired and how you’ve trained it.

So here’s the exciting bit…. once you realise the brain is elastic and can be rewired, you can do really amazing things with it.

If like me you’ve also wondered why you’ve been playing for long but you can’t play anything better then you did when you were in your 20s, then don’t blame old age or ‘you can’t teach an old dog new tricks’, it’s just that you relying on ‘replay’ from your brain and not spending enough time in ‘record’. You just forgot how to learn. Give yourself a challenge. Write your next solo without using a single one of your favourite techniques that you keep going back to and replaying like a broken record. Learn a solo from another player, then you will realise how prescriptive and limited your own playing is.

It works with any creative endeavour. I’ve written so many songs now that my neural pathways are tuned to finding a route through writing one without thinking about it. This is also dangerous because it’s the reason why many songwriters just end up putting different lyrics to the same four chords. They simply don’t notice because it’s what they’ve always done. Other song writers spot it instantly though.

But when it works for you it’s amazing. I’ve recently been hammering my brain with studio time trying to get this album finished. On playing back a certain section of a song I was mixing for the umpteenth time, it struck me I had no conscious memory of writing any of that music. To me it felt like it had been written by someone else and I’d been possessed by some other worldly creative force. The exciting bit for me is that I didn’t recognise the style I was playing in. It felt entirely alien to me, in a good way. A lot of musicians describe their work writing songs in a spiritual way, as being some sort of conduit where they are gifted a song from the ether and they just channel it into reality. I love that view of it, but I think it also demeans their own talent which is that they’ve spent hours, days, months, years, decades rewiring their brain to make song writing seem that unconscious and effortless.

As a post script to this, you will of heard of musicians being gifted songs and music in their dreams. Paul McCartney famously created Let It Be from a dream about his Mum. Somehow last night my brain had managed to create an entire new piano section for a song I was working on late in the studio. I can remember some of the chords I was playing whilst asleep, but sadly there’s just not enough detail there to recall into reality.

A Collective Dream

Do you remember back in the late 70s and 80s that we seemed to have an overwhelming appetite for the mysteries of the universe?  Ghosts, paranormal activity, spontaneous human combustion (remember that?).  UFOs, crop circles.  All these things were huge in the zeitgeist of the era, but now are much less now prevalent.  I believe our deepest fears are often played out in the media we create.  Art and music are like a collective dream we all have, which gets worked out in creative endeavour, film, TV, music, the arts.  We have an overwhelming urge to explore in art, that which troubles our minds. 

Back in victorian times, people were obsessed with magic and communicating with the spirit world.  Did this speak of a generation that lived repressed, hard and sometimes short lives?  A life half lived perhaps? Then no wonder they fantasised about a secret world that could possibly offer immortality.

In the 70s we became obsessed with visitors from another planet.  Films like ‘Close Encounters…’ defined the box office, then we had Star Wars, ET, all alluding to dreams of a better society, of alien beings showing us the folly of our ways, and how to be more tolerant to others that didn’t look like us.

So where now?   The volume of content to available to watch and listen to has multiplied by huge factors.  Choice is much larger, we aren’t watching or listening to the same things anymore and every taste is catered for, most of it available for free.

If we can learn anything from the most popular content on say Netflix in the last 10 years, then it’s that we are currently obsessed with escapist fantasy, worlds we recognise but which are clearly not ours.  The imagery is dream like, often absurd.  We are maybe living lives so impossible that our subconscious minds want a playground that evades reality, even if the brutality depicted there is far worse and more dangerous than we experience in the real world.

I think in another 50 years we will have achieved a sense of detachment so profound that facts will have lost their importance.   The only truth for many will be what you believe it to be.  This is possibly scarier than anything we can depict.

Why the ‘Merryneum’ isn’t actually a waste of time.

I hope you all had a great Christmas, and those of you lucky enough not to have to get straight back to work are enjoying this period of ‘Merryneum’. It’s a strange time in the calendar between Christmas and new year where the nation goes into some sort of weird parallel universe, lamenting the loss of excitement of Christmas but with trepidation of what the new year brings. My daughter calls it ChrimboLimbo. Some choose to fill the void with retail therapy, others fill it with TV binging. Then there are folk like me that really relish the unplugged feeling that time has somehow stopped in a Matrix style sequence where the film pauses, but you can still move around in some sort of new found freedom with more time to take in the view.

Literally at the turning of the day from Halloween, the shops were filled with Christmas fayre and now it’s barely hours before every supermarket in Britain will be unveiling their Easter offerings. Literally no one needs this except the shareholders of retail empires.. We are brain-washed into thinking it is necessary to spend 2 or 3 months preparing for something that lasts 2 days and it’s almost impossible for any of that actual reality to live up expectations. What we hope might happen is some sort of perfect yuletide experience of a lifetime, all rolled into a ‘best bits of Christmas’ compilation album. We put ourselves under ridiculous pressure to either put on the best show or make the best of someone else’s.

I love Christmas but I think I’d enjoy it even more if I wasn’t constantly being fed expectations over an extended period of how it should be. I guess this is what the ancients would describe as failing to live in the moment. In our efforts to plan the perfect time, we’ve completely missed the experience and the point. I think this is why I particularly enjoy the Merryneum. There are literally no expectations of what I should do, what the outcome should be, or whether even anything productive should result. It’s brilliant when something does, but equally I don’t feel too guilty when nothing happens at all, and I can spend quality time doing nothing. It’s kind of a Daoist principle. Once you get out of the way or more pertinently, remove your expectations of what should or shouldn’t be done, life flows. Often when relieved of any pressure to achieve anything, some of my best creative thinking comes out, music, lyrics, concepts, life changing revelations, crazy plans for the future and nostalgic trips back to past times. I’ve been rewarded this time with the practical inspiration to build the mother of all garage workbenches and will hopefully get in a lot more reading time, something I’ve massively neglected. Whatever you do, I’d urge you not to feel guilty about some notion that it’s a waste of time. Let your mind go where it needs to be. All the doors leading to exciting places, are on the wall not in the middle of the room, and sometimes we can’t see the exits because of all the furniture…

Parallel Lines

Parallel Lines

We are all aboard a train. Some of those people riding on the same train as you become friends, some you really don’t like and you move seats to another carriage. Lots of other people are doing the same as you and eventually you find that you’ve settled in seats with a group of people that you get on with and you like spending time with.

But then there is another train and it is running on different tracks than yours. The only reason you know about this train is that you have a special timetable that lets you know about all the other trains running around on different tracks in the world. Sometimes the train will stop at a station and in some random moment in time, your train will stop at the same time as another one. On that train is a stranger, they get off and so do you, and you chat on the platform and get on well. Then it’s time for one or other train to leave, and you say your goodbyes and continue your journey, settling back in your familiar seat in your favourite carriage.

You ponder that you’ve found a new friend and wonder when and if you will ever see them again. You travel on and at some future point the train stops again at a different station. Once again your new friend is there and you greet and catch up with each other’s journeys. Alas, time is against you and you depart and once again and return to your seat. The carriage has new people in it now, but more sadly some of the people you really liked have gone. You hear that they moved to another carriage, and some got off the train and boarded a different one. This repeats and repeats…

The friendship with the stranger runs in slow motion, almost as if the train was travelling faster than the speed of light. When you step off you are presented with your friend as you left them a few minutes or hours ago, even though for you, time had travelled on months or years…

I seem to have many of these time travelling friends. I reconnected with some old ones recently. After years, well actually decades of travelling on different tracks, we managed to coincide our journeys to arrive at the same station. It was like we hadn’t left each other 30 years ago, we carried on where we left off, although all of us had been on our own very long journey in all that time.

But what of the friends you occasionally meet on the platform. To you, the friendship runs at the most frustratingly slow pace or maybe never progresses beyond the same cycle of exchanging pleasantries and catching up with each others journeys. You can’t help but think what could be if they were on your train or you were on theirs, and you also wonder if you should just stop consulting the timetable to see when their train will arrive in the station at the same time as yours..

What we should learn from celebrity deaths.

Every time someone well known or well loved dies and I see such a strong sentiment of loss, I’m reminded to learn about that person and find out why their lives were so impactful. Then I ask what would I leave behind? What is our own legacy and story, something that will mean a lot to more than a few people?.

Think about this carefully. Money won’t score here as it will only help an immediate few family members. Your property portfolio, your investments, your cars, the 100s of holidays you’ve enjoyed, the tons and gallons of food and drink you’ve consumed won’t be remembered. Neither will how many reps you did in the gym or how many cosmetic procedures you had done, although these might have been tools to help you achieve something that would be remembered.

Your legacy is what counts here and in particular, how your life touched someone elses. Raising and teaching your kids, the charity work you’ve done, the therapy work where you literally put someone’s life back on course, the people who’s lives you changed by just being here…and doing your thing. The music you made and left behind…The TV and films that you produced. This is the stuff transcends death and time.

What’s really fascinating to me about Matthew Perry’s story is not the drugs he took, nor the money he made, but that he put a Matthew Perry shaped dent into human culture, a legacy where his character will be remembered in a pantheon of TV entertainment. But also that despite his own considerable demons, he spent so much of his time helping others with the same issues as him.

If you are struggling for a meaning to life then your answer I think is presented by those who have given it a meaning. Some people think it’s just there to be enjoyed, some believe it’s a commitment to service or duty, but for me, I need to follow an urge to leave a positive mark. I’m not asking for Matthew Perry levels of recognition, that, as it was for him would be a curse, but just leaving a world that has benefitted from you being there is surely an amazing thing. I think we should try to put our time into that, because that surely means the most.

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